lena and sweetheart `-
Wednesday, January 12
sHOULD I Say is A wAstefUl time of School Days / Memorable Days For me Huh??
This few weeks keep having loAds of Make-up Lessons due To the 1st few weeks of some Public HOlidays lah!Argh..i now Got thIs 6th Sense or fEeling that i Shouldn't Stay in Skool So long or Sumtin mite happen.....What is my mind Tinkin ah??makin me So Confused?!?!n FustrAted! y Must like Tat ..n now i start to keep see him morE but i Some Sought also Trying to Avoid hiM..Y m i doin that? is it becos of what he done to me which make me SO P***** O**!What m i Doin???Where IS the Old LEna Who use to be her OwnSelf??haF her Soul GonE????Can u Tell Me???I trying to Clear my mind n to tell myself to be the usual of me n not to change For the SICk Of the FreaK!!he Dun DesErve it & he dun haf the MAy Li!But hor...i Still so Upset..ah..Wish that i Can See him Every min,Secs..hehe
Wednesday, January 5
A bRand New yEAr For Me..
Well lately i have been thinking n planning what should i do For 2005 ! whats mY Aim???cos seriously for Year 2004 i have comPlete My resolutions...
CURRENT 2005 ResolutionS
-Strong & Happy No MAtter Wat situaTIon i Face -
- Save Money To TOur Around -
-Find My PrinCe CharMin Soon ( am i Still in My DreamLAnd )-
-AlwaYS lOOK on thE Bright SIde oF liFe -
- Make MOre FrenZ ( but NOt those FrenS Who gO For LOoks,Sizes Etc..)=> Plz Get OFf mY way!
- To Fufill My Deceased GrandMother Wish ( Ah ma i really Miss u...)-
- To Get Gd Grades FOr my TIs Whole Yr! -
- SOlve My OWn Personal Problem SOon -
- bE a GOOd MuMMY gURL 4EVa..-
Well i mite add some more resolutions if i happen to crack my mind in my dreams..well well i still remember that my christmas for 2004 was half happy n disappointing..happy was i get a loads of greetings n gifts from frenz n relatives..Disappointed by someone who really ignore me or treat me invisible..the Feeling is so PainFul..if the Person Who know who i refer happen to saw my Msg..pls have some pity feelings...U n I both are Human-BEings loh..u dun need to be So jUe de loh..haF sOME TONG cHIN xING..IF tis HAppens to u..see hoW ur Feelings...I just Don't UNDerstand what Guys Thinkin Abt..Making Gurls hAf to GueSs ur Mind..It's So Damn SIckening..Must u All make us GUrls Life SO mISerABLe????
