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Thursday, June 24

WeL monDay , 21sT junE 2004...starT workIn @ JohN LiTtle..Finally afteR So lonG THen FInd A job Men!Haiz So siaN...Wel the Last JOb i Work Was As...on May 04 bah...like Goin 2-3 Weks..Well B4 I start thEres A trAinin sEction 4 us on Friday 18tH jUNe 04..we WerE tAught How 2 Operate The TOuch-Screen N KeyBoard CashiErin SysteM..Me grouP Wif 2 Guys..well Then OUr TrainIn InstrustOR Ragu TeaCh us n ExplaIN Slowly..Then HalfWay he Saw My Group THen HE sTarE @ me N Say Y i So Scare...THen He tell thosE 2 guys who Same Group As me..HEy u Both DUn Bully her As She onLy Gurl in THe Group..HehE..Bt ActuAly That Day i Bit SlaCk Loh..=P ok KaYZ>>> baCk to my JOb...
1st day( 21st June 04)
i Report early Abt 9.45am @ the Security Room...then scan My Swipe caRd n Punch My TimeCard...I realy bLur loh..actualY veri Easy but i Thought JoHn Little @ SPecial... DifferEnt FRom RoBinsonS @ CenterPoint..it's The samE lohz..Haiz..THen After THat Put my Bag INto Lockers Near both Ladies N Gents ...argH Lucky Not Smelly HEhe..then i Report 2 Toys/kiDs DepArtment ....Security Ask me go Find ROy - my manager wear Specs..But end Up i go down Saw A lady Who HouSEkEPin..THen i Say i'm Temp-ReplacemEnt..THey Ask me to waiT..well I see The lAdy buSy HousekeepIN..well i also try Help loh...I not kaykay help..well sincE i Goin to Work i Should Do my Part n Do Well Rite..then Another Lady ( Ruby) came...The lAdy ToLD Ruby i New Cumer..so i Ask is there Anithing i Can help..She aSk me to continue Do hOUsekepin..then i Do...then HAlfway wen i houSekepin halfway @ the Games Seciton i Saw a BLACK PURSE...=X n i thought It's Like SOme CUstomer who want 2 Buy it But CHange MINd anihoW Put it anIwhere..then i Take OUt...N i FINd oUt the Purse Was HeavY ...I FElT sOMETHING FIshy SO i OPen it n i Saw got a POSB Card n Some OthEr Card..Didnt Realy GO see So Detail ...duno insiD got $$>$..i FastER close BACK..JUst iN Case Ppl Thought i STEAl..THen i tell RUBY..she Ask me rePort to SEcuriTY..THen THe SEcurity cOllEct then Write my Name N HE say Wah So luCky U...1st Day SO heng Found A wallEt..Well i THinkin yeah i Heng heng...But wat IF ppl misTaken me i SteaL e $$$ insid..Well i NEva Take Anithin FROm there..i NEva Lie..COs i DUn Like Take THingS WHich DOesnt BelONG to me..SteAlin is not gd + JohN little THe Store GOt Camera whiCh iS invisble..Got SpeCial eyes Lookin ur every Moment..$$$$ musT oWnsELf Earn BEter...Rather Than u Tak Ppl $ not GD Der Loh..I TOld mY mumMy..She Say I Do the RIte tHings Loh..SHows THat My MUm TeAch ME WEll..HEhe...=p

lena @ 11:35 PM

mEm0riEs Of mY LifE...: mY firSt PoStin MeSsage...muackhAhaz...

lena @ 11:35 PM

Thursday, June 10

I Feel Very Hurt Cos BeinG Betray By FrenZ...I thouGht I AlwayZ TreAt Ppl Gd IN Return I beeN BacksTab N BeTRay By FrenZ!!!Y on EartH Must Tis HappeN 2 ME...Story Happens this..
ONe of mY fren Msg me say she Will tAlk To me 2niTe..Well then I msg HEr ok..n She ask Me sumthin abt planing 4 Another Fren Bday..- Y....n i Say ok..THen She msg Me What i Msg " HIM" n I told hEr i THought She Was busy wiF her owN StuFF or She's SleepiN..i Try 2 call HEr Hp but she neva AnSwer...SO i Try Call HEr House n hEr Mum Say She Went 2 Work....i Thought I was hEard Wrong Cos She told me She Dun Want TO Find AnimoRe..Fine..THen I keep Msg Her..n She finally Miss Call me..n She tell me she got sumthin 2 teLL me..She TOld mE Tat She n Y arE Workin @ Same PlacE which I went INtervieW wif Both of THem....n i Was like Wat?!? Y must THey KeeP SeCret ...If i Neva Cal Her houSe n Her MUm Neva Say She Work I will not NOE till WHen they work 4 So long..When They both need Jobs..I Try My Beri BEst to Help Them n Call Up to Ask If ani VacanCies 4 JObs..n NOw tis Is Wat FrenS R Called 4...???!!!!!She sAy She wantEd to Tell me..But DUn DaRe to Tell mE COs THey Dun Wanna Hurt ME By Telling me Both oF them R SelEcted Well i'm Not ...ThEy ScareD i mITe Get HurT N Angry...Well I HatE ppL WHo DUn Tell Me N RaTHer I FInd OUt THe TRuth N Ten I ask THem...I WIll be Reali PisSed OFF>>>>>>>>>>>n Not onlI That...She toLd Me THat THe PERson hAf CalleD THem ON 3rD JUne!!!!n Its Like 1Wk ago...Means I bEeN KeepIN 4 SumthiN Like 1wk..I thought it;s 1 day..weL i get angry bUt Will Cool OFf EAsily.....N on 3rd june THey start TRainin...N During thE WHole PEriod I Was Foolish EnouGH n KInd to Help them WOri iF they haf SearCh 4 JOb..n Helping THem TO SearCh 4 JoB 4 THem...WaT THE HEll IS thIS!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!WIll U Get anGRy N PISSED oFF???if THis HAPPEN 2 U????????!!!!!!!!!WAt r Frens 4...2 HUrt u oR wAT???????!!!!!


NOw i Really FeeL Hurt LIke A KNifE BEen STAbbed IN UR HEart....REally HURt n PainFul....WateVA I Done IS not APprecIATEd N IN Return THey juSt BEtRAy ME..I thought Tis WIll Not HAppen 2 mE agAin..TEARS JUSt Coming Down From My Eyes..

lena @ 5:28 PM

I Feel Very Hurt Cos BeinG Betray By FrenZ...

I thouGht I AlwayZ TreAt Ppl Gd IN Return I beeN BacksTab N BeTRay By FrenZ!!!Y on EartH Must Tis HappeN 2 ME...Story Happens this..

ONe of mY fren Msg me say she Will tAlk To me 2niTe..Well then I msg HEr ok..n She ask Me sumthin abt planing 4 Another Fren Bday..- Y....n i Say ok..THen She msg Me What i Msg " HIM" n I told hEr i THought She Was busy wiF her owN StuFF or She's SleepiN..i Try 2 call HEr Hp but she neva AnSwer...SO i Try Call HEr House n hEr Mum Say She Went 2 Work....i Thought I was hEard Wrong Cos She told me She Dun Want TO Find AnimoRe..Fine..THen I keep Msg Her..n She finally Miss Call me..n She tell me she got sumthin 2 teLL me..She TOld mE Tat She n Y arE Workin @ Same PlacE which I went INtervieW wif Both of THem....n i Was like Wat?!? Y must THey KeeP SeCret ...If i Neva Cal Her houSe n Her MUm Neva Say She Work I will not NOE till WHen they work 4 So long..When They both need Jobs..I Try My Beri BEst to Help Them n Call Up to Ask If ani VacanCies 4 JObs..n NOw tis Is Wat FrenS R Called 4...???!!!!!She sAy She wantEd to Tell me..But DUn DaRe to Tell mE COs THey Dun Wanna Hurt ME By Telling me Both oF them R SelEcted Well i'm Not ...ThEy ScareD i mITe Get HurT N Angry...Well I HatE ppL WHo DUn Tell Me N RaTHer I FInd OUt THe TRuth N Ten I ask THem...I WIll be Reali PisSed OFF>>>>>>>>>>>n Not onlI That...She toLd Me THat THe PERson hAf CalleD THem ON 3rD JUne!!!!n Its Like 1Wk ago...Means I bEeN KeepIN 4 SumthiN Like 1wk..I thought it;s 1 day..weL i get angry bUt Will Cool OFf EAsily.....N on 3rd june THey start TRainin...N During thE WHole PEriod I Was Foolish EnouGH n KInd to Help them WOri iF they haf SearCh 4 JOb..n Helping THem TO SearCh 4 JoB 4 THem...WaT THE HEll IS thIS!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!WIll U Get anGRy N PISSED oFF???if THis HAPPEN 2 U????????!!!!!!!!!WAt r Frens 4...2 HUrt u oR wAT???????!!!!!

NOw i Really FeeL Hurt LIke A KNifE BEen STAbbed IN UR HEart....REally HURt n PainFul....WateVA I Done IS not APprecIATEd N IN Return THey juSt BEtRAy ME..I thought Tis WIll Not HAppen 2 mE agAin..TEARS JUSt Coming Down From My Eyes..

lena @ 1:17 PM

Sunday, June 6

MorNinG Went 2 YcK SSDc 4 my PRactICal LesSon ..Well GOsh Meet Tat Same InstRUCtor Who Teach Me b4..My WoRst NIteMare COmin SooN..DamN..("o")Well Yesterday my DrivIn IMpROve Cool..Beter Than PreviOUS Lesson..HEhe..MayB Becos OF the INstructOR FieRce Ah then I MorE pressUre n I start 2 Slowly Recall Back What I Haf LEarN...THe WHole LEsson Can Say it's A gd One..n Find OUt Actually Tat INstructor Lok FiErce but Can Joke..Heng Ah ..If not Next Time Gota GIf Him NicknamE : Worst NIteMAre..hehe..After Driving Lesson, Went to YCK MRt to SomerSEt...COs i Meeting Si lIng N PEishi Aka BuBu..Long Time NEva meet THem Since We grAD8 From ITe BEdok..Each Of Us r Busy WIf Our OWn liFes..I arrive SomErSet THen CallEd Peishi IF they Reached..She TOld me she's @ the BoonKeng Bustop WaitinG 4 Si ling n They come TogEther..So i Tell Her i Wait 4 THem @ heERen ..if THey ArriVe then Called ME..Well Walking AcrosS hEeren Saw a BIg CrowD Over @ the big empTY Space NExt TO THe INternational Sch..Chay..Then i reCall thAt JoLin iS having Auto SesSion..2pm..So Many ppl queue ...N THe Line is reali LOng..Wah i wAs WOndering If i Can bE So FamouS lIk HEr..THen i Wil B so HAppy n Dun nEd to Wori Hard 2 Get A job n worI how to pay 4 mY BillS..theN Reach HeerEn ...AlwaYS i Will Go into HMV store 1st...haF this Habit..i view CdS, lISten 2 the Songs..Oh by the Way Yesterday i listen one Of the Cds Title : CarpenterS... the songs are really nice n sentermential advisable for all ages..when i Listen the 1st i Will Tink OF "hIM"...then Well Listen to the song .. the person from the sales interview called me up..i Tell him i can;t make it n tell him i haf call him just few mins b4...so I tell him postpone my INterView oN MOnday...SickEning...Argh i Hate It when I enjoy Listening 2 music Out oF sudden Some1 call u..it seeMs like Spoilin ur mood or Even UR day!..Well Then i continuE Listen muSic n I realise DaniEL N Manfred is IN FROnt of me @ the SIngles SessIon...LOKing @ Singles..THen i Called Daniel..He waS SUprISed..Duno they PRetend They NEva Saw me..I ask THem I INvisIble Huh..then THey Laugh..That Daniel Keep Laughin N Manfred Also ..Haiz Duno What their MInd Thinkin..Then AFter Daniel n Manfred LEft , I Went to LEvel1 n Went to BAck Exit Where tHeres Place TO sit..Nuthing TO do so i Msg Peishi if they GOin to Arrive SOon.. She reply Say THey pass Ps n Ask me to Wait 4 thEM @ FountAin ..So i Went in Again..Sit THere N Well Waiting 4 them I play Puzzlebubble TO kill Time..HEhe.. They Arrive n We Went shOp Around HeerEn..From HeereN We Go to TaKa COs WE were HungRY n ALl oF us Haven't Take OUr LUnCh..n OSo SI Ling Need to Draw $$$...COs the ATM @ heerEn DOwn..After that We Went to MAc N KFC...LOads OF ppl...Well Loking Around I hApen SAw this GUy wah Tall N handSome...HE wear WOrld OF SPorts UniFOrm..HEhe..N He Lok N me THen Dun Dare Lok @ me..But SOri 2bad I JUst Lok Around not INterested IN hIm coS my Mind Wil ALways Think OF "HiM"...U see..I'll alwaYS be SInceRE To THat 1 N Only PErson..Although i B lookin Around..But I lookin Around to See if i Mite Meet ani classmatES,RelativEs oR freNS...
Gtg Now 4 DinnEr...MUm,Dad n Brother Come bAck n Bought ME Take-Away DinNer 4 Me.....Update Blog Tml..TATA (^@^)

lena @ 8:20 PM

Friday, June 4

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on FriDay MoRnIn 4th JUne 04, 4 TiS WholE WeeK ONly 2daY I waKE uP So eArly Wich my LittLe Bro, DarRell Say..HaiZ...i Wake up LIk 8.30am..As UsUal I havE tiS NormAl Habit & DailY ROuTInE - FolD my blAnkEt , TIdY my BEd n THen Go N HaF A bATh..After HaF my Bath , I will BURn JOss Sticks PraY thAt Rest of THe Day Will GOes SmoOthly n PEaCefuL...(mayb U mite Tink I'm SupErtitious) but iT's BeteR TO liSten 2 ELderly wIch they Say tinG Lao Ren Yen , Bu Ran Chi KUey ShI Ni Zhi jI..but Again..ooPS..then I wenT DOwnStairs 2 Buy NEwsPAper..Meet e 7-11 AuntiE who my Mum KNows..I enVy My Mum gO AnyWHere SuRe Ppl wiL Say Hi 2 hEr..SO pOpuLar..i'm Not So PoPulaR Lik HEr..But COulD u BElief my Brother oso LIk My mum Got Lots Frens..From Market 2 CoFFeeSHop...The WHolE HOugang Central KnoW theM..But THey Dun KNow me..HEhe..Heng ah..If NOe me sure Paiseh..Me admiT i'm quite N Shy wheN i Dun noE Tat PeRson Wel, ONce i KNow u..U Will FInd i'm So Talkative buT not CHattERboX liK my BROther..(>0<)Well My BRother hAf Part OF my Mum CHaracTEr..- Not SHy N LikEs to Talk loads.. Wel I moRe liK my Dad MuCh More Quiet Type..m I oUT oF TopIC...OpPS...WEll SInce my LAst Paper on 6th may i haf been searching 4 A part-time joB..But Still Can't Get 1!aRgh!So i Grab e NewpapER CLassFIed SecTIon N Call Up onE by ONE..Finally I Call 1 is abt sAlES..n Ask Me Go INterview @ 70 AnsoN Rd , APex POWER, #2_ - _ _ @ 2pm..Well I'm Late 4 INterview COs i juS CoMe BAck From HOuGang AvenUE 8 MarkeT...

SO I Called Up A Guy EriC n Tel HIm i BE lAte COs Of TRaffIC JAm!hehE..N hE bELiEvE..(^0*)ButS itS TRuTh COs my Place HEre iS huMAn JAm!Hehe..SO poStpoNE the INtervIEw @ 2.30pm...I TakE A Mrt N Stop @ OUTRam THen Change 2 TanjOng PAgAR..Well Talking Abt TanJOng PAgar..CHwee Lian & Dap Will AlWays Say Hey TanjoNG PagAR I OWN LOh..LOL..N Even THe MRt CLeaner(oLD UNCLe) KNows ME..HEhE..THey Say I UNclE-KillER..But I DUn THink SO..But TanjOng PagaR REally GIF me BOTh GD & BAD MemORieS..I USe to WOrk AS a SalES PromoTer @ NTUc FaiRPrICE (TAnjoNG Pagar)..FoR likE 1 MonTH..THosE AunTIes, Uncles, SEcurity GUards, WorKin @ NtuC Are FriEnDly n CAring(jUs Like A FamiLY)..A BIg SHoutOut 2 TanjonG PAGar NTUC StaFF!!WaVing to u all!WorkIng THerE I reAlly LEaRN LOaDS OF thiNS...I OSo Get 2 KNow More FrenS OF DiffErent Age N Races..COol!!I Oso Get 2 Know pRomoTErs oF F&N Coca COla , YeoS , MariGOld N etC...ALl Of THem r Guys ExcEPt me only GUrl..Well Like Big BRothers n A SMall SISta..AcutAlly proMoter oF mAriGOld Come N Talk 2 me..Well Then Slowly Get 2 knoW yeos n F&n..i reAly hOpE this Gd mEmoRies WIll Come BAck agaiN 2 me Soon...Well reGarding Abt a BAd memOries is mY PouCh bEEn StoLEn @ tEre!SO Sad ..But Lucky InSid No MOney just tissue PapeR n A lip GLoss..Hehe..That StuPid pErson thought inSid GOt $$$..Beter GO back Kampung 4 THieF TRainin..Not Gd EnougH ..Ned TRaINin mOre..hAha..N FrEaky PArt!WOrSe of All...THere'S THiS MIx EurAsian,INdian MAn PAss ME A note n Leave HIs no,name n etc ..n come up 2 Me n say Hi i Seen u 4 FeW Days n u'r GOrgEous!!Lunch??? i Was SpeeChleSs..n My bRain Was TinkIN is That a PrAnk or WAt??n i Didn't noe i Been FolloWed By SOme1??i bEEn So bUsy WOrkin n I dun Notice Some1 IS kEEpin EYe ON me..So ScAry!!!TaT niTe When GO home I Ask TOm ( Marigold PromOTer) WaiT 4 me N We Walk 2 MRt StaTIon 2geter!..THe NExt Day HE Still COme n Say HI 2 mE!!!..i GOing TO Get maD n MOre SCare..!!CouLDn't ConcenTrate on My WOrk..DamN it..Wat He WantT???!!! WanA Know mORe COme to MY Blog..I update Somemore abt thiS Story...Tata...

lena @ 1:21 PM

Thursday, June 3

On ThuRsday 3rD oF JuNe 2004 @ 6.30pM...Me Haf my Own BLog LiaO..Cos my Fren haF Teir oWn Blog n They Seem So buSy to post THEir Own Story..Seem INteresting.... So i give A try loh No HarM AniWAe...hehe...Well Hermz so WIch stOrry ShoulD i Start N I Wonder Who Will GO n View My BLog Leh...HAizz...SO sAd ANiwae i HAf Already apply Can't turn back loh..AlwayS Lok ON the BRIght SIDE!!!!Yeah!

lena @ 6:23 PM

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