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Friday, July 30

TalK to HiM GUrl*dun Waste Time* Wen Ten U Haf e BRaveness?!?!

Today Class Starts @ 1pm...today seems veri like boring onez..duno y maybe becos 2day i not meeting chweelian n yp as usual cos both of them are involve for the marketing event thingy @ First TOa Payoh Sec Skool..so i take train to school alone..=( but the best thing is i wake up like 9.30am cos last nite slept like 1am in the morning..doing research for my grp project..so i left house like 11.45am ..b4 that i msg Duan wether she wanna meet n go to school 2gether..but she tell me she on the way to skool cos she meetin hweelay 4 her own grp project..so i listen to my Discman..inside playing Westlife 1st album, WESTLIFE . i been listening it 4 few weks n i dun feel bored duno y..maybe becos the songs n lyrics really meaningful..like suppose IF i LET u Go- Track 2.Maybe u ppl out there should try to listen it..n u know wat i mean..n oso some songs like I MISS YOU n TRY AGAIn...then reach outram park station ..i saw BErnard..n i call him he surprised saw me..wondering where he going..cos yesterday he didn't come to school, Thought He sick lorz..

i just went to take train 2wards to dover heading to skool..i also did msg chweelian whether they reach skool..she say she reach n goin to have lunch @ skool..finally reach DOver mrt , went to the shop to buy a packet of sweets n mentos so that can share wif my classmates..if happen any of us feel sleepy then we take some sweets to alert ourselves..finally reach school then i call duan ask where she is..she told me she @ T723 surfing net 4 projects..so find her n we went to class 2geter..As usual maths lesson , but 2day a bit down cos daphne absent as due to family problems..herms miss her loh..cos everytime in class if she happen sit besid me she will @ times disturb us @ least lesson not so boring..But today duno y hor Baohua BF,Simon crazy or duno wat did baohua gif him eat ...he keep talking about jiu huan lah or other things..but @ least i dun feel sleepy cos of some jokes...if not i really going to doze off soon..gr8

today got Practical 4 maths From 3-4pm..i like maths practical..duno y..Then after finish practical tutorial i faster rush doin my hydraulics group report cos actually need to hand in today but my report n chweelian report not complete so no choice need to hand in on MOnday!so we stay in the lab 4 a while then Duan,Hweelay,chweelian,YP,bernard,Kailong n me went to library..duan n hweelay wait 4 us @ T7.. Yp, Chweelian ,bernard n kailong went ot library to photocopy some notes..so i wait outside 4 them..then tony n castor come to library..hapen they go library then come out again..castor went 2 search 4 yp they all..so happen tony ask me where Yp then i tell him Yp insid Library so he called up castor n tell him..oh then my maths lecturer pass me some notes for using mathscad to plot graph..cool..my maths lecturer so kind to help me..so i and tony was talking...

THEN happen i turn to left side from far i saw "Him" wif his group..i know it's him..but i faster turn to the other side..then slowly he walk pass infront of me..he walk n turn around to look @ me..i was goin to say "HI" 2 him but still my heart beats so fast feeling afraid n i just keep quiet..Then his friend turn around n look @ me then his fren talk to him n duno what they whisperin abt..i was so sad that i miss another chance to say HI to him..

Damn it..then after they walk for quite faraway i told tony i really regret miss the chance 4 not saying HI to him..then Yp,Chweelian, BErnard n kailong start to cum out..how come the timing to coincedence ah?there he leave here Yp they all cum out..Argh..is it that Fated created a Chance 4 me to like Say Hi to hIM but i just duno how to use it?!?!FReaking!Then i Tell Chweelian abt it..she say i gone case liao..got chance duno how to use it..after that we went 2 find mR islam regarding 4 hydraulics report..we stay quite long inside mr islam office becos of report wich we need to submit..then we went to meet duan n hweelay as we heading to CEnterPoint ..so 5 of us Tak train to cityhall n we change another train 2wards to somerset..

Reach Somerset n pass by John LIttle @ specialist Center..reminds me of working there a week during june holidays...Miss my colleagues over there like Hamidah , Ruby n loads more..Have Gd MemOries over tEre..We Went Centerpoint cos Yp need to hand sumthing to her Colleagues @ SINSCHocolate..Her worKpLace We Gif Them A name THe Chocolate Shop WIch sells Chocolate mAde of GOld HEhe...But Although the chocolates EX but it's really nice n worth it..COs i buy b4 for my DAd's BDay!!well i also buy 4 Vj Denise Keller n she told me that i Shouldnt Buy it as it's so Ex well ok lah..nn she says that the chocolates taste Gr8 although it melts abit..oops feel embarrased loh..but @ least it show she like it..Then we shop a while @ centerpoint...then we Walk to PLaza Singapura..Haf Dinner wif Them @ yoshinoya..We use coupon cos they having this discount..not bad ah..@ least got budget n can save $$$$$..Then after that Went home..

lena @ 1:03 PM

Wednesday, July 28

R we FAteD ?!?JUst Tel ME..

2dAy my Classmate li JUan use Poker Card to COunt abt Our Luv LIfe..Well Yanping Start then Follow by CHweelian then me..li juan Tell me @ first i dun lik him..n i trust it's truth..then she say now i like him n the guy dun like me..i was a bit hurt @ 1st but then i think should i trust this..n somemore i neva Talk TO "HIm" how he know..haiyo..after the tarot reading, i bit sad loh..then hapen to Saw "HIm" n HIs mates Walk passby then went to CLass..then it's like 1pm, our nxt lesson is T3A31 so we start to walk.then i was like complaining to Chweelian as she like bit happy that the person she like have ever like her..i tell her at least the person she like ever like her..unlik me i like the person n the person i like dun like me n dun even know loh..n happen that "HIM" Appear in front of me n just walk pass me!OMG!m i Dreaming?n even Li juan was shocked!y must he walk pass in front of me when i say unlike me the person i like dun even like me n know i like him..OH no..that's it show Fate or wAt?n when he walk pass me he turn around n look @ us..n i was like so shocked n scare that he happen to hear what i was telling to chweelian..HOw ah?or maybe it's Fated to let him know HUh?i ask my Fren y out of sudden he appear when i say that word?they say maybe Fated bring him n let him hear what i want to tell him..his Reaction lookin @ us was wif big eyes..(*0*)but i thought he n his mates walk to their class..how come he walk alone himself?or was it a chance 4 me was been created 4 me to start conversation wif him?oh i miss another chance..Damn it..i'm so sad ...=( sobsob..but telling the truth i really fall 4 him the more i see him the more i fell 4 him..i'm really sincerely like him so much..pls dun fool me..it's veri hurtful one loh..

lena @ 1:06 PM

Monday, July 26

well today class started 10am..well as usual meet yanping n chweelian 4 sch..well today i feel veri tired loh cos last nite taken the flu n throat medicine n the flu medicine cause drowseness..so my mind can't work well..n i just draggin myself to sch..then reach sch waited outsid the class..guess what happen saw "HIM" woah cool men...wah he change a lot men..wonder when my turn to change..haiz...when ah..how i wish one day when i wake up n i look @ the mirror i becum another person but my mind is still the same...Thats E BEst Men!!weL monday was really a slow n Sleepy Day 4 me cos i Tak the Flu medicine..during lecturer n talk my mind is sleeping..aRgh..dun know wat the lecturer talking..but mind is keep Thinkin of "hIM" again n again...Y ah?

lena @ 7:59 PM

Saturday, July 24

SaturDay Nite @ CenTRo Wif Frens To See SMASH PerFORm...

2day i'm goin 2 meet My Frens Daniel,Manfred n Joyce @ city Hall @ 1.30pm..well we b goin to Centro to See SMASH - the russian Band who sing "TALk TO me " As they perform like 8pm...so like abt 12.30 noon i start to get prepare to leave my house as it's 22mins to reach dhoby ghaut then from there its like 1 stop to cityhall..so total time is 30mins..i reach there early it's ok i dun like to be late..wel i take train from hougang station daniel msg me saying he meet me @ centro n i was like huh from cityhall to fullerton one which Centro is located is far loh..herms...unless stop @ raffles place..then joyce msg me say she n manfred b goin to buy LCd..n will b meeting us late..so i msg daniel n last min daniel suggest all of us meet @ cityhall..haiz..keep changing venue can't state a exact place..well that day i really seem b moody..cos tis week i didn't get to see "Him" a lotr in sch...Haiz..we Went to Gramaphone to look around the Cds they haf..i saw got sales which haf a Cd i want it cost $4.90..wah but budget lah..i trying to save $$ for sumthin else..NVm..so boring they still keep looking @ the CDs..so i told them i going to the Shoe Shop @ Penisular which haf loads of Shoes..like NIke,Adidas n lotr..WOah i sAw got SALES..Suprise loh..but no $$$ to buy so just see..i went in n this sales person keep looking @ me..i also duno wat so wrong wif me???well just heck care her..i didn't stole anything..OK!even if i want the thing so much i will not stole loh..if dun haf $$ then dun buy lah..so i just left the shop n walk back to Gramaphone to find daniel they all..still they lookin Cds..i admit i a bit impatient 2day not my ownself..argh..how..fineFINE...hope no1 offend me b4....well then i walk to a candy shop to get some gummy sweets...wah it cost $1.40 so ex men..if i know i buy from mini toons..but the sweets veri nice..hehe..went back to find dan they all then they decide to haf late lunch @ the FOOD JUNCTIOn @ FUNAN..I get NAsi Briyani n A Glass OF lemON BArley..JoyCe Get BAn MiAN Well Dan Get Cheen CHong FUn n MAnfred Get FRIEd CArrot CAke...After that We Walk PAss Fullerton HOtel.We went to use ladies/Gents @ fullerton HOtel b4 heading to Fullerton One Opposite..When i went in the ladies reminds me of FErgie- BLAck EYEd Peas When tey attenD MAA 04' they stay in this hotel n she was having press interview n she keep walking in n out to the ladies..wah she's damN GorGeous!Sexy Body!woah..PErfect gurl!TOOk pIcs of her..!oops stop dreaming need to go to Centro there ...so we reach n we saw few fans sitting there Waiting..hermz i left my bag n i just walk around ..then out of sudden i got tis feeling i mite saw "HIm" @ Centro..but i think shouldn't happen lah cos he's not tose clubbin type person...n i hope he dun c me too cos i'm not a clubbin person i just come to see Smash Perform n tat's all..like 8pm they start to let us go out..got some crazy bartenders saw some crazy fans who screaming to see SMash n they also scream..acting like a parrot..n happen i saw these 2 chinese bartenders look BEri HAndsome..But 2 bad when i look clearer they look average n not bad actually still they can't take ove "HIM" place loh..LOLX one of them thought i like KAnshAn Ta!erm sori ah...I just happen to look behind how many fans r there total mah..Haiyo..my frens n i + every1 is gettin impatient loh..it's lik 9+ goin to 10.am..still haven't come..i try to entertain my fren saying they dun cum out we prepare throw eggs,flour n etc..n y they take so long to come out..they need to AIRBRUSH or put 10kg of foundation on teir face..MUahahah..then some1 speaking TEstinTestin..chay it's VERNon & GRace CHua FROm Perfect10 98.7FM..herm 2nd time saw GRace CHua loh..Seen HEr once @ the HELLo SINgtel Event @ Ngee ANN civIc PLaza n it's Carrie who intro us to her.It's GRace CHua..n we were like ok...back again to the showcase of SmasH..Woah they r Velk n Sergey..Velk is 18 yrs old n blonde n sergey is 21 yrs old..n i was so shocked how cum like related to my story huh?haiyo..n they perform like total 4-5 songs n they left ..meet them backstage..both of them look so cute..my heart start to melt..i like the part when they sing "TALK TO Me"..reminds me of braveness to Talk to "HIM" Lah..so TOuchin.after Tat we went back home..i'm so tired loh..cos still haf project to do n got lotr problems..how to Solve...got anyway not..=(

lena @ 1:07 PM

Friday, July 23

TGIF - THank GOD itS FRIDAY WOah.?!....

2day Mornin wake up like 6 plus cos i meetin my group (Daphne,Jac,Duan,Yp n CHweelian) @ lakeside @ 9.30am cos we goin to Jurong Swimmin Complex the one wich haf slides n playground..veri excited!i meet duan,chweelian n Yp as we take northeast line mrt..then we take mrt straight to lakeside...we reach lakeside like 9am..so we reach there early..i n duan went to CHeERs to get some light snacks or shop around to kill time well waiting for dap n jac..then i went to grab SEVENTEEN Mag ..e front cover got 2 young pretty ladies..so envy them they dress so nice..how i wish i could..haiz..then we buy some light snacks as we havent had breakfast..then went to cashier to pay the items..duan n me went back to control station n we saw jac reach so left dap..n i look @ my watch it's 9.27am..oh no daphne still haf not reach ?she's goin to be late..n then i look @ my hp got i msg..she tell me that she b late..huh?!she going to treat us ?i feel veri sad n bad 4 her..but aniway its she was the one who set tis rule whoeva late treat the rest..hiya duno y she late..she come from yishun(her bf house) should b nearer mah..then like 9.35am then she arrive..all of us like "daphne u late..what u gona treat us?KFC or PIzza?hehe..so we straight set off to the swimmin complex n we walk halfway we realise that we walk to the wrong place..n we should actually alight @ chinese garden Mrt..argh..so we walk back to Lakeside n take a mrt to Chinesegarden....

lena @ 1:09 PM

Tuesday, July 20

DOne A Gd DeeD 4 mY Fren Huh?!....

2day Mornin , I wake up Like 5am well wake up early than usual time..cos 2day i need to decorate the cake 4 Chwee lian as it's her 21st bday..woah i so envy her as she 21 liao i still 19++ although this cumin november i b 20..=( cos my frens say by e time wen all of tem 21yrs old i still 20yrs old n they can go casino but i can't go in n i just onli have to do is to sit outsid eat KFC outsid the casino well waitin 4 them then i take a bath then put the cake on the round sliver plate n start 2 spray whip cream on the panda cake..actually its my 1st time to decorate the cake..feelin veri pressure what if neva decorate nice i feel so embarrased..how ah?then after spraying the whipcream i put the strawberries which i cut into small cubes n also cut into half ...hey n guess what i find out it really look veri outstanding to me..but i duno whether how my frens think of the decoration of the cake..herms..i try to use up all the strawberries to decorate the cake..i thinkin what should i name the cake..n it reminds me of Strawberry Panda Shortcake!muahaha...cos its original cake is pandacake which my frens n i bought it @ Carrefour..besid buying the cake ..we also buy strawberries , whipcream n loads more....after decorating the cake , theres still a bit time 4 me to get a quick breakfast...abt 6.50am i leave my house n went to take mrt...gota go now continue my story tml...n i hope 2 c "him" tml cos i miss lotr......sobsob...

lena @ 1:10 PM

Saturday, July 17

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Thursday, July 15

Hermz What To sAy?!?THurSdAy Going WeekEnD Soon....

Well 2day Sch As USual Just that I Didn't Saw "HIM" Haiz.......My Mood WIll be so DOwn..Duno y Oso..But i Tell myself to be brave enough to talk to him..well no harm...Startin of the day keep THinkin of him manz...Wah my Sickness can't Cure..Argh..Well even in class can think of him ...then During lunch time trying lucky whether might happen to see him @ canteen..but no...=( well went to buy malay food happen to see my ex-schmate hidayah..well ask her which course she study ..she say building property..thats cool..well..then after lunch haf surveying lesson..theory...lecturer talking my mind was thinkin but lookin @ the whiteboard..then when lecturer talking halfway i always going doze off..well can't blame cos after lunch u tends to want to sleep easily..but i control myself not to doze off cos it's bit embrassing..hehe..then later is miss chow class..(hydraulics)..Mind Thinking of him..herms wheter got chance to see him 2day but ...then end class 4+ ...miss chow let us off a bit early..then we walk to mrt...then well walkin i look @ front i was shocked!oMG i Told 1 of my fren oh no he's in front..i was so surprised..he n few frens..well from far away i saw him n his frens..i wanted to talk to him but dun know why i just so scared..he just walk pass me..i feel so heart-broken loh..everytime theres loads of chance 4 me to talk to him even god helpin me to create chance but i just make a miss..feel so sad..then water,duan,yanping,daphne,hweelay take mrt go hoome..i tell them i so sad n regret not saying hi to him..Stupid of me..Hey i must Wake up..GUrl..theres not much time..i was quiet through out the whole journey back home..i talk to water n she say if i not going to talk to him ..then i shall will regret..well theres secret between of me n her..i n yanping stop @ serangoon cos 2day i have driving lesson @ 6.55pm so i will take bus 70 to reach YCk SSDc..during the journey to SSDc i Listen to my handphone radio...happen it play GUilTy -Blue reminds of myself..Feeling guilty..Argh..Hey Help me BUild mY BRAVENESS n Dare to TALk to him.. i dun wana LOst ONe freN..COs TO me Frens are like BRothers or sisTas TO me..I treasure THem Loh..All My Frens TReat me n also alWays there 4 me wheneva I need to Talk to them or haF probLems..THanks TO my Fren like Daphne,Yanping, Water n Duan..n loads more..

-SSdc-
Reach SSDc..THen Check wich Car i Drive then it State car 105..i was like Wat..I already no mood then now trying to make me upset n having the instructor who i dun like..well got story 4 it lah..i just feel like crying loh..just feel that i want to end my life..life no meaning as i dun even dare to talk to him...i'm crying quietly in my heart...then lesson start..but b4 lesson start i got msg water n tell her how sad im..she ask me not to be sad..the instructor ask me do parking,slope n loads..@ first few done not so gd but then after that all done quite gd..he say all gd..The instructor end the class by telling me hopefully on the actual day i will pass my test..Hope so..
n lAst but no least Hope Tomorrow i Wil meet him n i got the braveness TO say hi TO him...HEy gurl u gota go do this men..Dun gif up hor..Well if not later u regret thats too late..herm gtg now tml meeting water they all @ sch 10.30am to Research 4 Envronment Science Report n more...Well nitez...everyone..may tml is better than today...

lena @ 1:11 PM

Wednesday, July 14

Well today early Mornin @ abt 1am...i was Still IN my LALA land Dreamin OF my SweetHearT..THen i Heard Some noISe like Something KNocking Or BAnging ..SO loud i THought i Been Dreaming then i HEard THe noiSe souND so Real..THen i THought maybe I BEen DistuRb By "CartOONs" then i WakE up n SEe noTHing..THen i Went BAck to Sleep the SOund COme back Again n THis time THe NOIse Get WOrse iT sounds likE is digging OR Piling GrounD..N guESs Wat yeSh it is ...WOrkers DOing PilinG or Digging @ the mAll Near My HOUSe !(HougaNG MAll) Argh...I Can't Stand it..i Scream as i Haf Class Later ON..n i need Wake up like 5am...so i Went n Tell my Mum ..She suggest To call Police 999 n i Went to call..the Police gave me a number to call up the company who doing the COnstruction work Early in the mornin..i'm Really so tired but so angry as it spoil me of enjoyin My dream n unsufficient sleep..well a guy pick up n say they will try to inform them 2day mornin like 8am..i was lik wat.???!!! now is 1am n u expect me to wait till 8am then i can sleep peacefully..i tell the guy hey do they know construction rules that no construction work is able to be held early mornin...theres certain timin..n i tell him dun make me so PissEd off if not i Make sure hiS compAny will Fall off immEdiately n wait 4 my LEtter...mY mum Saw i Was so Angry She Get the phone From me..My mUm Tell him fine then later we going to TOwn CounCil to report abt it!So no Choice i Went To my Parents Room to Sleep Wif Mum well my dad Went to mY room Sleep Wif my BRo..Wel i Dun mend to Seperate thEm...Well got no Choice..n i Feel Veri guilty n oso so Wen Nuan WHen i Sleep, My MUm COver BLanket 4 me..But Still I can't Sleep cos lAter i hearD got Alarm SOunding So loud even WHen the door is closee..so i just keep tossing here n there..after a while it seem silence mum ask me to go back to my room to sleep cos she say she saw me can't sleep she oso can't sleep..wah i feel more guilty n touched..beCos of me she can't sleep..then i went ot my room , saw my dad squeezing wif my bro sleeping 2geter soundly..wonder how can they tolerate..herm...then i continue sleep till 5am then Wake Up so sian men..haiz...

-School-
1st class is con mat..went 2 Workshop 5 to demolish the bungalow..wah wonder if can demolish it cos aniway not i build loh..hahah..Talkin abt Bungalow...reminds me of every wednesday we will come to Sp to build Bungalow...20 students is involved..n it's my 2nd yr in Ite..THen Every Wednesday must like be construction Workers mix concrete , make the formwk n etc..n also we get to see loads of SP students..See them So Relax....wah then my mind thinkin if can get into Singapore Poly i'll be so happy..As my WIsh in Secondary Sch was to Get in Poly but no Choice we NOrmal Tech so the Nxt Place iS to go ITe <= which Jack NEo Say IT'S THE END! no LOh i Dun think So well THeres loAds of Students who grad8 or currently in Sp are FRom ITe n oso O level Students..DUn lok down On uS k..Herms oSo Remind Me of my Senior Erwin who Yanping Help me TO ask 4 his Number..(well that's a long story behind)..THanks Yanping 4 helping me to ask him 4 his no on behalf as u know i'm shy but i Scare been Rejected ..u know..Well i Long TIme want to knoW him but Shy To Ask..Well i msg him n happen he ask me build bungalow??n he say he not asking if i haf bungalow ..he means do i built bungalow b4..hehe..How i wish i could OWn A bungalow n wif a huge Garden n Swimin Pool..that b so COol..Then After that We haf Long Break till 10am.. Env Science Start 10am n We haf Lab Class @ workshop 5..then miSs Chow our Class TUtor/PersONal TUtor GIf uS donAtion Coupon 4 SP DonatiOn ..tHEn Well She's DistribuTIng It to EVery1 of Us..Yanping Call me n Tell me She Saw Erwin..Then i Was lIke HUh?WHere GOt?Well i Feel Veri Sad n guilty that We ONly SMs eacH Other BUt nEva Talk or Like Say Hello TO Each other..I wonder IF we both Frens not..Well I haf Felt i SHould Start to Approach him lik Say hi to Him..COs it's mE who want to KNow him..A load of Fren Think i Should Start conversation WIf him..But I just Felt SpeechLess ..Duno HOw to Start n HOw to icebreak..Feel lIke i haf TO overcome this..I Felt that Maybe My Frens Felt thaT i MIght Be SO CHeerful n FrIEndly But now i think THey KNow i haF A baD Point...U get Wat i meAn..Hope I reAlly HAf THe CouraGE to Speak TO him ..Never Gif UP ...NO MattEr Wat...
(Try Again NEver Stop BeliEving , TumblE n Fall it's THe hArdest of it all...WHen u fall Down JUSt TRY Again...)- Try Again by Westlife..




-Driving LEsson @ SSDc-
HErm 2day driving So far So gd lah..But INStructor Say muSt IMprove..Well hope TMl i DO Better ..





lena @ 9:36 PM

Wednesday, July 7

In Beri Gr8 MooD....MuahAhaha.....

Well hehe....so Happy COs saw "Him"..but a Sad things YesterdaE Happen Again wEar Same Color As my Classmate ..Still My Classmate weaR Same COlor As me n its Red! wah Cao Just Hate THat Feeling..Loh..Erms just Wana Hope 2 See "HIM" everyday if Possible...MuaHahaha.........Then after sch go home quite in a rush then eat a packet of chicken rice wif mum cooked fishball soup...then leave house ...When to interchange take bus 72 TO yck...wah in the bus my eyes going to close..can't open then i just doze off...off to my LALA land..haiz well i realize that goin to reach YCk interchange...Hermz reach there 6.38pm...still left 10-15mins 4 me to walk to SSDc...walk fast so i able to start driving by 6.55pm...
well well...@ nite Went for Driving Lesson...Heng Lucky my DrivINg Still SO far so gd Maybe juSt Some Minor MIstakes Should COrrect Soon...But thAt INstructor Show me the PAper my Total DemerIT Points 34 ...Wah so sad...Well Hope i Get lower THan 10 demErit POints ON my actual Driving Test...Talkin abt Test YEsterday We haf A new Module Environmental Science n e lecturer say that ON 17/7/04 (sat) we having An excursion @ maCritchie Reservoir..wah cao SO sian Loh..Lucky me..my Drivin Test is 11+...Warmup 10+...n lecturer say it start 8.30am n end abt one hour..so i be able to make it 4 my test! if not i sure cry!

lena @ 1:15 PM

Monday, July 5

05 July 2004.....1st Day Of School....So borINg....My Frens Who r Schoolin secondary Sch or PrimAry scHool INclude my Brother Not Schooling 2day but having a holiDay!hey Not Fair...Cos YoutH Day...I'm Oso a Youth ! Wats Wrong MEn???!!!eRms....well Lucky 2day Start CLass 10am..But Still Feel Veri SLeepY n Slacking Like A lAzy WOrm..How arh?Out OF SuddEn thiS term haF the FeelIng dun Feel Like StudY liao..But mINd Keep Thinkin OF WOrkINg...COs i wAn to WOrk Then Can EarN LOtR $$$ then I can Pay MY BiLL n Buy THings I wan 4 SO lONG..even WaTEr OSO Agree WIf ME..Well PPl THOughT stuDY Poly Veri Gd Horz bUt THereS OSO the NegAtive Side of It...juSt e 1sT Lesson COmputer ProgramMin Lecturer Tell uS we NEd buy A textBok whicH COst $50++++..wAh my Mind Was THinkin Wat 50+++ its like the PriCe 4 A moNth BUs-sTamp($52)...Bit HeArtPain..DUno SHOuld Tell My ParenTs or USe my Own $??but I Really BroKE lOH...Sad SIa...I Wana GO CraZy Liao LAh..HOw....theN Next Lesson is COn mAt..Talkin Abt COn MAt..durINg 1st Yr our LectUreR 4 COnMat iS Mr JameS...He'S the BESt LecTUrEr MEn..PoWER SIA!But noW he NOt TEachiIN US..SIAN Leh..COs If HE TEach SURe HE JOke N makE the LEsson Not BOring..our LEcturer Now iS Ms ISlam..DUn mIStaken t'S A SIr...His Name IS Mohd SiRaju Islam...Well Seen HIm b4 During PrActical 4 COnMAt...erm by The Way the Sitting Arrangement Veri Funny loh...Group of 6...weLl i group wif Duan,WaTer,YanpINg,HweELay n JuAn LOh..i Bit SLack 2day DUno Y mayBE beCOs NEva Saw "HIM" hAiz...alWays Like THat one me...NEva Saw HIm hor Mood noT gd THen Face Hor Wil bE likE the oVerniTE HAn JI BENg...But Can;t BLame ME hor..Wah If SaW hIM Wah I b SO HIGH UP 2 SKY>>HAHA...WeL then Later GO home WIf my uSUAl gang ...TakE mRt..THen Well Waiting 4 MRt HAPen Saw "HIs" CLassmAteS Takin OPPoSite (2wards JurONg) wah I more Sad..I ratheR See "him" thAn See HIS frenS!..THen IN MRt Water Keep DistuRB me n one OF ouR clASSMAte...Say We WEaR COuplE SHirt..COs I wear ORanGE COloR n HAPen A guy(CaSTOr) FROM my CLass OSO WEar n ThEY ALwaYS DistuRB me n him As Couple..Well I juSt IgnORe them..My MInd Will ALwaYS be "Him"- no1 can takE oVer HIS PLace..All Becos THat Water 2daY morninG Say LAter i WIll Saw my CLasmAte @ DOverMrt..n Really he,Dap n Kailong Cum out From Cntrl StaTIon 2getEr..FreAkin MEn...THen THrough Out THe JouRNey Back homE..my Mind KEep THinkin "him" ..So Sad...Well Hope I Can SEE hIM TMl @ School LOr..Well I beLIef IF i N him HAf Fate We Will SEE eAch Other loh..

lena @ 9:19 PM

On SUnday mOrnin...I wake UP theN Buy BReAKfAst 4 Family..Well I Feel SO Sleepy...THen THOught Of MOnday NEEd go BAck School..Wah TIMe Pass SO FAst MEn..my 2mONth holiday THis may til july really Waste TIMe ...ROting @ HOme Can;t FInd Job..But Lucky @ the END of THe JUne mAnAge GEt A JOb...IF not I thinK i Will ROt Til I DUno WHat I end up be..THen abt 1+ meet Dan n MAn @ PoPUlAr (oRCHard MRt)...Well THeyStill Haf NOT Arrive...By Killin TIMe,I went to THe SEction TO REAd Astrology Signs BOOKS COnSists of SagiTTAriuS n CanCEr COs ermS>...Well THen i REad WHat KinD of PErSOn HE Is n LOtr Ah..THen i ReaLLy BelIEf Men...SO accUrate..teN dan n MAn arrIve We lEave orChard n we PrOCeed TO EAsT COAST PARK to VIsiT DeniSE KEller COs She's A HOst 4 ONe of the EVEnt..Well i So Surprised LOh..the THingy iS @ the OTher ENd oF the East Coast..SO we Walk From oNe ENd of EAST COast TO the OTHER END..THat's SO SIONG loh..ALl my ENERGY BEEn Taken Up..THen REach the Place..I can;t BElief that i Saw thAt Guy WHo Sell BedSHeet @ JOHnlIttle!HEy WOnder y HE Was TEre..NO IDea OSO...Erms...juSt IGnore him Lah..THen We Wait 4 DeniSe..so We Sit Dwn N ENjoy THe Show n haPen THere R VIp like PAP MP from MarinE PARADE..Wah THe Event SO LOUD ah..Well IN between THere r SOme PErformAnce By Some YOungsteers..they PErFOrm SOngs lIke reasON- hoobAstank,THis Love-MAroon5 etc...Wah when THey PErform THe SOng Reason...i JUSt join THem SIng ...Well MInd THinkin of "him"...HaiZ...THen it's like 6+ theN I Saw THe GUy WOrk @ JOhn LIttle he wAlk N Keep Lookin @ him..DUn Tell ME he Feel THat I Seem So familar n THinkin WHere he seen me b4..wEel hIya he Should COme n Ask me mah...i GOt gd Memory of Recognise ppl loh..hehe..then after he walk DIstance away From me he Still tuRN back n look @ me..Well aiya hEckcare HIm lah..THen We LEft THe pLace n haf Dinner...OUr DInner iS @ MAcdonALD @ EasT COASt PArk..Well walking 2 bustop Take A bus to there i RecEiVe A call..nO not in my Hp list leh so i AnSwer...N I'm SO happy it;s MY cloSe Fren From PRImARY SCH (yuaNmAn) Called Me..We LAst CONtact Was Wen i Sec1..THen We lost in TOuch loh..until now i FInally Find her THrough FriendSter..Wah THanks 2 Frenster i find LOtr Of FrenS WHo i LosT in TOUch 4 yrs..herMs...I'm SO Happy I finD hEr After So LONg Years...=P i Will TREaSURe MY FREns!!!

lena @ 9:17 PM

Sunday, July 4

Tired Sunday!!Hope Can Be in My WinkzwinKz Land Bit lOnger!

TOday Sunday!aRgH!! mOrnin...I wake UP theN Buy BReAKfAst 4 Family..Well I Feel SO Sleepy...THen THOught Of MOnday NEEd go BAck School..Wah TIMe Pass SO FAst MEn..my 2mONth holiday THis may til july really Waste TIMe ...ROting @ HOme Can;t FInd Job..But Lucky @ the END of THe JUne mAnAge GEt A JOb...IF not I thinK i Will ROt Til I DUno WHat I end up be..THen abt 1+ meet Dan n MAn @ PoPUlAr (oRCHard MRt)...Well THeyStill Haf NOT Arrive...By Killin TIMe,I went to THe SEction TO REAd Astrology Signs BOOKS COnSists of SagiTTAriuS n CanCEr COs ermS...

Well THen i REad WHat KinD of PErSOn HE Is n LOtr Ah..THen i ReaLLy BelIEf Men...SO accUrate..teN dan n MAn arrIve We lEave orChard n we PrOCeed TO EAsT COAST PARK to VIsiT DeniSE KEller COs She's A HOst 4 ONe of the EVEnt..Well i So Surprised LOh..the THingy iS @ the OTher ENd oF the East Coast..SO we Walk From oNe ENd of EAST COast TO the OTHER END..THat's SO SIONG loh..ALl my ENERGY BEEn Taken Up..THen REach the Place..I can;t BElief that i Saw thAt Guy WHo Sell BedSHeet @ JOHnlIttle!HEy WOnder y HE Was TEre..NO IDea OSO...Erms...juSt IGnore him Lah..THen We Wait 4 DeniSe..so We Sit Dwn N ENjoy THe Show n haPen THere R VIp like PAP MP from MarinE PARADE..Wah THe Event SO LOUD ah..Well IN between THere r SOme PErformAnce By Some YOungsteers..they PErFOrm SOngs lIke reasON- hoobAstank,THis Love-MAroon5 etc...Wah when THey PErform THe SOng Reason...i JUSt join THem SIng ...Well MInd THinkin of "him"...HaiZ...THen it's like 6+ theN I Saw THe GUy WOrk @ JOhn LIttle he wAlk N Keep Lookin @ him..DUn Tell ME he Feel THat I Seem So familar n THinkin WHere he seen me b4..wEel hIya he Should COme n Ask me mah..

i GOt gd Memory of Recognise ppl loh..hehe..then after he walk DIstance away From me he Still tuRN back n look @ me..Well aiya hEckcare HIm lah..THen We LEft THe pLace n haf Dinner...OUr DInner iS @ MAcdonALD @ EasT COASt PArk..Well walking 2 bustop Take A bus to there i RecEiVe A call..nO not in my Hp list leh so i AnSwer...N I'm SO happy it;s MY cloSe Fren From PRImARY SCH (yuaNmAn) Called Me..We LAst CONtact Was Wen i Sec1..THen We lost in TOuch loh..until now i FInally Find her THrough FriendSter..Wah THanks 2 Frenster i find LOtr Of FrenS WHo i LosT in TOUch 4 yrs..herMs...I'm SO Happy I finD hEr After So LONg Years...=P i Will TREaSURe MY FREns!!!

lena @ 1:16 PM

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