lena and sweetheart `-
Thursday, July 15
Hermz What To sAy?!?THurSdAy Going WeekEnD Soon....
Well 2day Sch As USual Just that I Didn't Saw "HIM" Haiz.......My Mood WIll be so DOwn..Duno y Oso..But i Tell myself to be brave enough to talk to him..well no harm...Startin of the day keep THinkin of him manz...Wah my Sickness can't Cure..Argh..Well even in class can think of him ...then During lunch time trying lucky whether might happen to see him @ canteen..but no...=( well went to buy malay food happen to see my ex-schmate hidayah..well ask her which course she study ..she say building property..thats cool..well..then after lunch haf surveying lesson..theory...lecturer talking my mind was thinkin but lookin @ the whiteboard..then when lecturer talking halfway i always going doze off..well can't blame cos after lunch u tends to want to sleep easily..but i control myself not to doze off cos it's bit embrassing..hehe..then later is miss chow class..(hydraulics)..Mind Thinking of him..herms wheter got chance to see him 2day but ...then end class 4+ ...miss chow let us off a bit early..then we walk to mrt...then well walkin i look @ front i was shocked!oMG i Told 1 of my fren oh no he's in front..i was so surprised..he n few frens..well from far away i saw him n his frens..i wanted to talk to him but dun know why i just so scared..he just walk pass me..i feel so heart-broken loh..everytime theres loads of chance 4 me to talk to him even god helpin me to create chance but i just make a miss..feel so sad..then water,duan,yanping,daphne,hweelay take mrt go hoome..i tell them i so sad n regret not saying hi to him..Stupid of me..Hey i must Wake up..GUrl..theres not much time..i was quiet through out the whole journey back home..i talk to water n she say if i not going to talk to him ..then i shall will regret..well theres secret between of me n her..i n yanping stop @ serangoon cos 2day i have driving lesson @ 6.55pm so i will take bus 70 to reach YCk SSDc..during the journey to SSDc i Listen to my handphone radio...happen it play GUilTy -Blue reminds of myself..Feeling guilty..Argh..Hey Help me BUild mY BRAVENESS n Dare to TALk to him.. i dun wana LOst ONe freN..COs TO me Frens are like BRothers or sisTas TO me..I treasure THem Loh..All My Frens TReat me n also alWays there 4 me wheneva I need to Talk to them or haF probLems..THanks TO my Fren like Daphne,Yanping, Water n Duan..n loads more..
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Reach SSDc..THen Check wich Car i Drive then it State car 105..i was like Wat..I already no mood then now trying to make me upset n having the instructor who i dun like..well got story 4 it lah..i just feel like crying loh..just feel that i want to end my life..life no meaning as i dun even dare to talk to him...i'm crying quietly in my heart...then lesson start..but b4 lesson start i got msg water n tell her how sad im..she ask me not to be sad..the instructor ask me do parking,slope n loads..@ first few done not so gd but then after that all done quite gd..he say all gd..The instructor end the class by telling me hopefully on the actual day i will pass my test..Hope so..
n lAst but no least Hope Tomorrow i Wil meet him n i got the braveness TO say hi TO him...HEy gurl u gota go do this men..Dun gif up hor..Well if not later u regret thats too late..herm gtg now tml meeting water they all @ sch 10.30am to Research 4 Envronment Science Report n more...Well nitez...everyone..may tml is better than today...
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