lena and sweetheart `-
Thursday, June 10
I Feel Very Hurt Cos BeinG Betray By FrenZ...
I thouGht I AlwayZ TreAt Ppl Gd IN Return I beeN BacksTab N BeTRay By FrenZ!!!Y on EartH Must Tis HappeN 2 ME...Story Happens this..
ONe of mY fren Msg me say she Will tAlk To me 2niTe..Well then I msg HEr ok..n She ask Me sumthin abt planing 4 Another Fren Bday..- Y....n i Say ok..THen She msg Me What i Msg " HIM" n I told hEr i THought She Was busy wiF her owN StuFF or She's SleepiN..i Try 2 call HEr Hp but she neva AnSwer...SO i Try Call HEr House n hEr Mum Say She Went 2 Work....i Thought I was hEard Wrong Cos She told me She Dun Want TO Find AnimoRe..Fine..THen I keep Msg Her..n She finally Miss Call me..n She tell me she got sumthin 2 teLL me..She TOld mE Tat She n Y arE Workin @ Same PlacE which I went INtervieW wif Both of THem....n i Was like Wat?!? Y must THey KeeP SeCret ...If i Neva Cal Her houSe n Her MUm Neva Say She Work I will not NOE till WHen they work 4 So long..When They both need Jobs..I Try My Beri BEst to Help Them n Call Up to Ask If ani VacanCies 4 JObs..n NOw tis Is Wat FrenS R Called 4...???!!!!!She sAy She wantEd to Tell me..But DUn DaRe to Tell mE COs THey Dun Wanna Hurt ME By Telling me Both oF them R SelEcted Well i'm Not ...ThEy ScareD i mITe Get HurT N Angry...Well I HatE ppL WHo DUn Tell Me N RaTHer I FInd OUt THe TRuth N Ten I ask THem...I WIll be Reali PisSed OFF>>>>>>>>>>>n Not onlI That...She toLd Me THat THe PERson hAf CalleD THem ON 3rD JUne!!!!n Its Like 1Wk ago...Means I bEeN KeepIN 4 SumthiN Like 1wk..I thought it;s 1 day..weL i get angry bUt Will Cool OFf EAsily.....N on 3rd june THey start TRainin...N During thE WHole PEriod I Was Foolish EnouGH n KInd to Help them WOri iF they haf SearCh 4 JOb..n Helping THem TO SearCh 4 JoB 4 THem...WaT THE HEll IS thIS!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!WIll U Get anGRy N PISSED oFF???if THis HAPPEN 2 U????????!!!!!!!!!WAt r Frens 4...2 HUrt u oR wAT???????!!!!!
NOw i Really FeeL Hurt LIke A KNifE BEen STAbbed IN UR HEart....REally HURt n PainFul....WateVA I Done IS not APprecIATEd N IN Return THey juSt BEtRAy ME..I thought Tis WIll Not HAppen 2 mE agAin..TEARS JUSt Coming Down From My Eyes..